Hi Athena!
I just fisnihed watching your recent SP success story video. It’s so encouraging. And I feel like I just want to talk to you.. because I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about this and I suddenly feel lonely. And I can’t help but think of sending this email. Plus you’ve mentioned that everyone of your supporters are encouraged to believe even in my current state it’s a success story so here’s my story. It’s a long one.. and honestly I just have to give you it in details because.. idk maybe to lay it out for myself too. Please enjoy it with me. 🙏
So to start with, ever since I found your video last year Jan (2024) me and my SP has been..unfolding.
I would like to start with I’ve known my SP since we were childhood. We were foreigners in another country, we were a small community and neighbors but soon we all separated.
Seven years later we met again. Coincidently we attended the same university and that’s when I saw him..I remember it like it was yesterday. this unknown man .. in that moment i could feel and hear my soul screaming. I finally found you! And she (my soul) was aching and reaching to meet him so that’s what my body was doing. I needed to know him so I was moving faster towards him and was about to reach out my hand and tap him at the back and found out it was him! And he’s the same exact person who I have unknowingly listed I wanted in a guy a week before. Everything was beautiful for months from there on but I guess you can guess… we never happened. Not even a tiny relationship title to even say he’s my ex. Sheesh.
We fought like we were married and I was left heartbroken and eventually just walked away. We graduated and all I heard he was soon married
So years later he reached out to me. Twice in 2021 which. The first time he reached out to apologize for his actions in the past and he was hoping to be close friends again.i felt his sincerity but I didn’t know what he meant by being close friends plus I knew he was married so I only accepted his apology. we talked just a bit. And I was busy being distraught in another ‘relationship’ which I casually mentioned to him and he said I’m welcome to talk to him about it, if I wanted to. I said i didn’t feel good talking about it just yet and he said it was okay and to talk whenever I’m ready. I said thanks but I never reached out again.
Than came Jan 2024. Noticed that I mentioned it’s Jan 2024? On Dec 2023 I actually quietly said this to myself ‘it’ll be nice to be married’ with honesty and lovingly, and unknowingly during the last 2 weeks on Dec he was on my mind a lot and early Jan he reached out and said hi. Even the way i accidently opened fb and saw his message was shocking.
I received an email someone trying to get into my fb account, I was huffing and puffing clearly enraged by that email, so clicked quickly at the only red notification I saw opening the app and and than I saw his name…he messaged on that day! How is it possible after months not opening fb somehow I always get to see his message on time? Even on that 2021! So after I saw his name there I quickly exited the app and was like no. And question.. god what are you doing? And than I decided I didn’t want to reply to him.
The next day my friend messaged me annocing her engagement and she picked me as her MOH hehe. And I casually said my sp said hi. And that was it. And my friend was like.. ‘omg so shocking what does he want and hey I think him and his wife are no more, and I think he is trying to win you back’ I just laugh but than quietly thought. I feel like he needed to say something to me.. so eventually I replied to
His message. He was nervous answering me back than and I felt like he was trying to warm up a conversation by mentioning something related to a shirt I used to give him.. back in Uni. I totally forgot about it.
next few days he abruptly said ‘this may sound weird but I miss you like crazy’ I was shocked and by this time my feelings of anger and hurt has already melted and all the love I had for him returned.
I cried and had a lot of talk session with god. Because.. how can this be? I was in another relationship that time and me and my sp have not met in years. And the love I’ve felt for my sp became full blown and I wanted to be with him in every way. I wanted to be his and him to be mine. And marriage! All this within that few interaction. You could imagine how I felt with all that pang emotions and the helplessness because I couldn’t even talk to anyone about it.
So than YouTube recommended the law of assumption. Especially your videos .And I resonated with it. And slowly during those times I started to listen more and more on this topic. I even became single from my previous bf. And eventually my so reached out on April 2024. And that day.. he just confessed about his feelings from the past like how he felt about me and how he regretted a lot of things and mentioned about his complicated marriage! He even told me to ask him anything and he would be honest. I was scared and I told him that exactly but he reassured me to not be scared. Repeatedly.
I was scared to hear anything that would hurt me if I asked so I didn’t ask a lot since I already felt heavy on the easy questions . and he said he’s been missing me like crazy ever since uni days and also.. been thinking dirty thoughts of me as well…Since 2017… i was in shock. Again!
Because despite him telling me all this, I told him ‘I’m not your side chick’ and he said ‘no you you’re not’ and he asked if I have someone.. which I said Im recently single. and ever since that day he’s been reaching out…
Overtime I became more open and over time he has gotten sweeter and felt like he is treating me in a precious way.. but than the gap of him reaching out to me is getting more (like 6 weeks I think) but Overtime he reach out it’s more quality and more sweet and flirted and .. Naugty thoughts were said…. But.. he has not clarify about his status? Last time he mentioned he’s in a complicated marriage. Which was awhile back, I never asked him about it because… why would I?I told myself he probably going through a legal battle. And I tried to tell myself to go with the flow, and healing slowly and surely?
So April 2025 came, but this time I kind of became more restless. That’s when he suddenly asked me if I have a bf? I was like wtf in my head and I replied ‘no my flirting has only been with you’ but I know he lowkey asked that to see if I’m still his..? Sigh so I asked him back ‘are you still married?’ And he said ‘haha what do you think?’ And I said ‘honestly no’ and he said he still was….and I replied with ‘….. I see’ and he asked ‘does that bother you? 👀 and I was like ‘well Yh.. I’m confused’ and he said ‘nvm than forget about it’ and I simply asked ‘why? Why are you married?’ And he said he don’t know and don’t even know how to answer. And I asked back ‘don’t you want me to be yours? 🥺’ and he said ‘in my current reality I can’t give an answer but theoretically ofcores I want you’ ‘you’re cute, good personality, sexy..’ so that was April..
He reached out again this month June, I didn’t receive a notification. My phone has been weird. So I only saw his notification when I opened the app. He said my name so lovelingly the first time hehe and when I still didn’t reply he called out my name again( in all seriousness) 😂I than replied after seeing his message and the man didn’t open his app for two days.
After two days I saw his last seen early morning like ‘10 mins’ ago and I just flipped, the audacity. So I actually called him out, ‘bitch open my message! 2 hours later he actually did with laughter 🤣 and we talked a lot. And I just yapped. And I was supper honest , and showed my possessiveness. Even said ‘I wasn’t lying when I said I’m possessive when it comes to you’ and he replied ‘I know you werent lying’ it gotten steamy after that 🧖♀️ and than I was vulnerable and just told him I wish to tell him about the sad part of my life but I just didn’t like talking about it. He understood me well and told me not to worry. .. I guess he was happy that I told him that, the next day he wished me good morning hehe.
So thats my story, inkniw I only wrote about my sp. this year alone rices there were other success such as me moving to the city we both living in. (Ong I got closer) and suddenly I had to be transferred to another department which increase my salary a bit.