Hi Athena,
So here is my story, I will keep it short as possible lol.
In July 2022 I came out of a pretty toxic 20 marriage. You will know from my previous email that I work abroad for a number of weeks at a time. I first met my SP in early November 2022. I met her on an online dating site and we hit it off straight away. Over the next 7 weeks we talked every day until I came home mid December. We got on great! We had a great time together until I had to return to work mid January 2023.
Things started to move quickly and we fell in love. She told me I was her soulmate. I came home In March and we decided to get engaged, yes I know it was fast. Soon after we had a minor disagreement and I felt her pull away. I chased her and we split up. I was devastated. I continued to txt her and she blocked me everywhere and called the police. That was hard to accept but the police advised me not to contact her. There nothing bad in my messages to her she just wanted space.
Soon after I went into therapy. I learned a lot about myself and my SP. She is what you would label as avoidant. I came across your channel and was intrigued. Most nights and mornings I would visualise her unblocking me (silly mistake I know now lol). Anyway, just over 2 months later she unblocked me and messaged me. I was astounded. I was at work so we couldn’t meet but we kept in touch until I got back home. We had a wonderful weekend together but unfortunately things from our previous relationship came up again and we split again. I was blocked again.
I decided that after a while I would start dating again and I met someone else. We dated for a few months but I could never stop thinking about my SP. A few months ago I started to manifest her again. This time I put myself in the end state. I visualised us being married. I decided to take a risk and reach out to her through a platform I wasn’t blocked on. She was shocked I had reached out but we chatted and decided to give things another go. She told me she never stopped thinking about me and would often drive past my house. She would also go to places we used to go.
For anyone that is struggling please read my story. My 3D reflected nothing back to me but I persisted. I hope this helps.