Yeah Athena you are more than welcome to share my story. here are the details for your channe l I will just type it here for you if that’s ok.
When I first manifested my SP back in early 2023, I did what everyone on TikTok was saying robotic affirmations. ‘He misses me. He loves me. He doesn’t look at any other women, hes only attracted to me, He wants to be with me and is choosing me, hes thinking of me all the time.’ I repeated them like a machine like literally more than 200,000 times and it did work for me as he came back to me like 6 months later after no contact and a bad fight. I was dedicated as you know and I didn’t falter. So he came back texting me he was thinking of me and missed me just like I affirmed. I thought this was it and I broke my curse because literally all my relationships with guys I really like ended this way. Things go good at first, and then when I fall in love they go ghost or are avoidant and never want to commit. We end up fighting and its messy. Same thing every time.
But soon after he text me all this he started pulling away again even when I was doing the affirmations and I was sticking to the mental diet but he felt more distant and I freaked. I would write my affirmations and sleep on the pillow with the paper underneath. I watched his socials constantly, looking for signs of what was going on like if he was following anyone new and if he was seeing someone else. I didn’t get it what was wrong.
We had months of silence without much of an explanation just him saying he wasn’t ready and ignoring all messages after even blocking me on insta.
So by the time I came to see you I didn’t know where I had gone wrong. I could get him back but I couldn’t keep him. At this point I didn’t even care if I manifested SP or someone better because I was just sick of this pattern losing love all the time.
I know the hypnosis we did for him and I was magical. I never felt that way before and it was amazing because no matter how much I affirmed I didn’t feel the love and connection so strong like I did in hypnosis. I started getting lots of attention at work and when I went out with the girls. I felt so confident. I would think of my SP but I didn’t feel so attached. I missed him yeah but I wasn’t needing answers. I felt good either way.
So I think it was like another 4 months he started liking my stories and pictures. Started commenting on them and even suggesting to meet. Normally I am the one doing this but first time he’s suggesting it. I let him flow in because this time I felt pretty confident like I want him but I don’t need him. Hes not the only one in the world for me. I think this way as my self concept was on point.
I found out a lot from him like he was getting therapy for his fears and that his grandfather died and It sent him to a spiral which he said he cut everyone out not just me. He said he was looking at my socials just to see me but didn’t feel good enough to reach out.
Slowly we built up talking more, meeting up, dating. We been dating now for over a year. Met each others families and he got me a promise ring for my birthday. This is my first proper relationship and my longest one ever. I am still keeping up with my inner work and watching your videos to keep me on track.
Thank you so much Athena I never thought I would get here!!!!! finally this time I am keeping my manifestations. All of them. I am in the drivers seat of this.