Hey Athena….so here is the long-awaited manifestation success.
To be honest seeing my story all laid out like this has really blown my mind all over again. My life Is so different. I was in misery and felt like life was falling apart and now I am in the relationship of my dreams, living with a man I loved for decades and we not long got back from a holiday in Turkey. That was my first time abroad on holiday for years!
As you know, Martin was always the one that got away. We met over 25 years ago when he and my husband played at the same football club. There was this instant spark, this insane connection between us, but the timing was never right so it never became anything.
For over two decades, I lived my life, got married to my husband and I had two amazing kids, built a home, ran my own business, moved to a new city and all that, but Martin was always this quiet little thought in the back of my mind.
Now fast forward to two years ago, my marriage had become a desert. We were living separate lives under the same roof. The passion was gone, and I felt this deep confusion like I should have wanted to fix things for the sake of the kids but at the same time I didn’t have the desire to and I felt really guilty for that. Initially when I discovered manifesting I thought maybe I could use it to fall in love with my husband again and reignite the spark we lost but to be honest I didn’t desire that at all. I just felt that was the ‘right’ thing to do. Again this is the story of my old life.
I asked God to give me some clarity to fix my situation. Well I did not expect what came next.
I found out my husband was having an affair.
It was devastating, as you know, even though the love was lost it was the betrayal and shock that left me spiralling most. He never admitted it to my face even to this day with the proof, but I knew and he didn’t deny it. The crazy part of all this was he had been confiding in Martin about his affair
I sought your help Athena after going to a few coaches trying to find clarity, I didn’t know what I wanted but I needed help with the severe depression and anxiety I was feeling. I think each one helped me in some way but my last coach told me to seek you out as she could tell I was not in a good mental state and I thank her every day for that. I did email her to tell her the good news also and she’s super happy.
I was in grief in pain I didn’t know what to do what I wanted where to begin. Should I fix the marriage fix myself manifest happiness in general what? I felt empty lost and like my world was crumbling. Did I cause this? I thought how did I manifest this horror into my life when I have always been a good person and loved my family and kids and even myself.
You picked up on my worst beliefs about myself Athena. Putting others needs before mine, doing things to make others happy. I did this with my husband and I realised I settled for him because he loved me so much I thought it would be safe. I thought love like the movies didn’t exist. I thought you get what you get and marriage was more about function than connection. I realised my story about love was all wrong. Its no wonder I was never truly happy in any of my relationships in life.
That exercise we did where you worked with me to break down this pattern with all the questions just took my breath away. I realised I was suppressing what I wanted from guilt and fear and shame. The truth is I wanted my SP but I thought it was impossible and I was afraid of the judgement. During our work together as you know I got this sudden, impulsive urge to contact my SP. My primary reason was to get confirmation about the affair because my husband was lying and continuing to disrespect my intelligence about it so I thought right I need answers as this is not healthy for us or the kids.
Ok so this next bit is the bit that’s just insane! This is the part that proves this stuff is real.
So I met with my SP and we talked, we caught up and he reluctantly confirmed what I knew although he refused to go into detail. He told me he was now single and that chemistry between us was still strong. There was a little kiss after that meet up, a spark, but we both knew I was still in a world of pain and the timing was still off so we went separate ways. I continued on the work we did together feeling stronger and feeling more powerful, my husband moved out, we kept it amicable, and a few months later my SP got in touch again to check in on me and it just all came together.
I told him I was dreaming of him for months and imagining us together just chit chat not mentioning manifesting of course lol and he told me what this last few months had been like for him even before we met up. He said, and I quote:
“it was the strangest thing. Obviously I hadn’t seen you in years and you just started appearing in my head, constantly. I’d have these random, vivid, and yes, very sexy thoughts about you out of the blue. I didn’t want to text you because it would be weird but it was like a switch had been flicked. When you finally messaged me, even though it was a horrible circumstance, it didn’t feel random to me at all and when I saw you, well its like you always been with me. “
I mean wow is this thought transmission because I saw your video with how your manifestation affected Joseph and your other SPs but I never in my life experienced it for myself till now. I thought you might like to hear about that Athena but literally how cool my inner work affected him.
So all that was a while ago now but latest update iswe are officially together, and it is the most natural and happy relationship of my life. The next step is divorce with my husband in a nice easy manner. His affair fizzled out and no he aint happy about this situation with his friend but he hasn’t come between us either.
It took a messy, 25 year bridge of incidents to get to discovering the real me and having the love I dreamed of, but I see now that everything had to happen exactly as it did. Thank you for giving me the courage to finally become the woman who was always meant to have this. You are the best and I sent my friends to you so you better be ready lol!