OMG Athena, I really hope you remember me girl cause I know its been a hot minute since we last spoke but you are not going to believe how much has changed since our last call. I had to write this all down otherwise my head was going to explode.
You remember I was a walking disaster, state of obsession, very high crazy anxiety and in not much contact or minimal contact with my SP plus been in this purgatory no movement state for 2 years. So when I found you I was on my last hope.
Anyway I knew you would be the one to help me and I was right. Guess who is dating with her man!! I actually imagined giving you my success story one day and now here it is. I am manifesting that you read this out in your next video. I promised you you wouldn’t have to chase me down to share my success story. I want to show you my extreme gratitude for changing my life in ways I never thought was going to be possible for me. You are the real deal Athena and if my email can help others then I am happy about that cause my anxiety and attachement was extreme and I want anyone hearing this to know you are not stuck and trust me if I can work through it you all can because I was real real bad. Just ask Athena. I was next level anxious obsessed sad and desperate failing and basically just pathetic at the time.. I can admit this now. I was a victim then and I played it well.
So I will try keep it to the point otherwise I will write a novel here. LOL My SP was basically a guy from college who I met and was totally obsessed with. He was also a wannabe muisician as I was at that time and we always kept close working on music together and hanging out. We never had a relationship and yet I could not get him out of my mind. Even after graduating and going on with our lives and careers he always was in my mind. We kept contact but it was very on and off sometimes more off than on. Only sharing likes and stories on social media. He never wanted to meet and never wanted to talk on the phone just keeping it brief and polite. I kept thinking why am I so attached to him but he made me feel special and heard and he shared my passion for music. My low self worth attached to him like glue though. It didn’t matter what I did I couldn’t forget him. I thought he was perfect for me but the love wasn’t there for him. I tried but he turned me down. He didn’t want to be more than friends.
I was trying everything to manifest him to be with me. I was trying to visualize him, but I was so neurotic about getting the details ‘perfect’ that it just felt like homework I was failing at. And affirmations? Don’t even get me started. They just made my anxiety, which I’m literally on meds for, go through the roof. Plus, I had all this baggage from my religious upbringing, thinking I was going against ‘God’s plan’ or something just by wanting to be happy and I was full of guilt. It was a HUGE mess.
Honestly, the first big ‘click’ I had was when Athena made me do the ‘Blueprint’ exercise ( I will never forget this although I know you showed me many things). But this exercise forced me to actually see that I’ve been a manifesting queen my whole life and how I did it! Like, I totally forgot that I used to dream about living in New York when I was a kid in Poland, and then BAM, my family moves there. And how I forced my way into a famous school of arts and established a successful music career even when my teachers said I was ‘too shy’ and didn’t have the best voice to make a career of it. I just knew if I kept going, it would work out. It was like finding evidence that I’ve always had this power.
But the craziest part of my progress was when we worked on just feeling the flow of the scene together, instead of forcing it and you got me to change my state. It happened so naturally. The anxiety at that moment just dialed way down and my SP, who was the king of hot-and-cold, started reflecting back. It wasn’t sudden but I did notice a change in our relationship. He would was starting to reply to my messages more. He started opening up in our chats, being more consistent, actually showing that he was scared of being vulnerable too! He even video called me one night out of the blue and we talked for 3 hours straight. It was a perfect mirror of me starting to feel safe in my own skin. I literally trusted in the work Athena and I did and its like a switch went off in me where I stopped trying. I didn’t care if he replied fast or not. I didn’t let it get to me because I was feeling so strong in myself. I knew he loved me and always had but I felt only fear held him back and now was our time.
Another thing thart blows my mind about this is my manifestation didn’t affect just him! It’s like my whole world changed. This one girl in our friendship circle who has always been kind of cold and competitive with me, she came up to me out of the blue this week and complimented my work and asked for my opinion on a project. Like, what?! And a friend who I had a stupid fight with over a year ago, who I had not spoken to since, texted me yesterday with ‘Hey, this is random but I was thinking about you and I miss you.’
It’s not just about one guy anymore. It’s like, by fixing the core patterns I had everyone is changing around me. I’m not doing a hundred techniques. Actually since our last session I accepted it was done and its been happening and changing from then without me doing anything.
I am still on a bridge with SP. But we have been dating! He opened up to me and told me he felt my energy was really heavy back then and it made him anxious of me. Imagine that! Probably cause I was so obsessed. He told me he feels he can tell me everything and he was being all flirty about me and our future. My mind is blown. You were right Athena. You told me what was up with him and he reflected this to me. You got some super power!
Anyway this is long so I will stop here. I will update you again but just want to say massive thank you. You changed my life and I hope this will help your audience. Love your channel