1. I started getting ill last summer and it progressively got worse. At that time I was in a different country, with only a few weeks to months to complete my degree and return home. The doctors there weren’t very capable; they couldn’t diagnose me correctly. Then after coming to my home country I got so ill that I couldn’t move or eat. I’d vomit everything out, even water. It was awful. Thankfully I got taken to the best hospital and received urgent care and soon received a diagnosis of endometriomas. Usually this disease takes 7–10 years for a diagnosis but I got the diagnosis in 8 months since the symptoms started without a surgery (which is usually required) as the endometriomas were visualised well on my MRI.
– For my MRI, the best hospital is government-run and has so many patients that if we get an appointment it’s after 6 months, and at that time they simply weren’t doing it because of the large patient count. I was disheartened as I wanted it done by expertise (I know talentless people also pass and become doctors here by giving money), but I wanted proper and correct diagnosis and care, and I also wanted it done at a cheaper price. In the government hospital it was ₹3000 and everywhere else ₹10,000–15,000. I wrote about getting my MRI done by true professionals for a low price on the list method, and a few days later my dad found a place that was running jointly with a religious temple. They had professionals and I got the MRI for ₹1400 and also got the correct diagnosis.
– Because I was in so much pain and my whole life was affected—from eating to sleeping—I wrote a few points in the list method for this:
- “I have perfect sleep and appetite”
- “I can eat anything, anytime”
- “My tumor markers have returned to normal”
- “My lower back pain has completely gone”
- “My headache is gone”
- “I stopped getting nightmares”
- “My days are so beautiful and nights are so tranquil”.
This was a period in my life when I couldn’t sleep or stay awake and was always in pain, exhausted, and irritated. I was on total bed rest. After my diagnosis I got an amazing doctor who put me on an OCP pill and within a month I was eating, walking, and the following months things kept getting better and better. I have achieved all of those I wrote above now. In my recent blood tests one of my tumor markers had come back to normal ranges!!! And another has reduced by 60%!! This treatment doesn’t work well for everyone with this disease and even if it does they still have some pain but I’ve been doing so well. I literally have zero pain!!
– I also casually threw in there that “my eyesight has improved” cuz why not 
and recently after I got tested I found that my eyesight had gone from -2.75 to -2!! Some days later I noticed a small mass/lump on my back that could be felt. I just wrote down that “I am free from the lump on my back” and it was gone within 2 days!!
2. My mom burnt her foot by accidentally dropping a whole mug full of boiling tea on her foot which was straight out of the stove, and God she suffered so much. Of course I did all the first-aid and I think I did fine there but the burn was so severe and covered her whole foot. I kept her foot in running water for a long long time but she couldn’t sit or stand so we lay her down and kept her foot in water for a while to soothe the irritation and also applied burn ointment. Nothing was helping much and I was worried if she’d get blisters, it’d be so much more painful for her to heal. I remember after she slept and I relaxed, I wrote down that her foot is completely healed. By evening she felt the burn to be manageable and by next day she was gently walking. By the third day she was functioning completely well and got no blisters throughout. Her wound healed spontaneously and there were no complications or anything. It was a very severe burn but it got better.
– Weirdly enough, few days later my dad got painful swollen feet and couldn’t walk well. We ran a complete blood test and he went to a herbalist but we just did dietary changes as prescribed. I was worried about not going to an allopathic doctor as we didn’t even have a reason why this had happened but my father rejected the idea and followed the herbalist’s call, so I wrote down “my father’s swelling has self-resolved forever and he’s completely healthy”. His problem resolved within days and it’s been 5 months now and he didn’t get it back. Earlier it was returning in a few days, but he only told us when it got severe.
– My brother has longstanding OCD and it gets very difficult sometimes. He has been on medication since a year now but still sometimes he gets irritable, anxious, and gives in to intrusive doubtful thoughts. He wasn’t in a good mood and wasn’t talking well to us for a few months now, despite being in the same house, and I wrote down that he is in good and clear communication with us and it happened and has been this way till now.
This was all related to health but I applied it to other areas of my life too:
3. My brother had decided with my father earlier in the year to start our own business. He had approval and invested a lot of money in renting a place for address registration and gave money to an organisation to do our incorporation paperwork, but after 2–3 weeks maybe his OCD symptoms had worsened or something—he just wasn’t able to complete basic stuff to get our business incorporated. My mom and dad didn’t know how to help as he had all the contacts and wasn’t sharing it. I was sick and also under the pressure of my bar exam so I already had a lot on my plate. I was never a part of the plan as I already had too much going on. Months went by and he was inactive. We were losing money and opportunities by staying stagnant. It had reached a point where all of my family had given up hope and were ready to cut the losses and call it a day. As my health started improving I started getting myself involved and I really didn’t want this to end like this because it was such a great possibility and I really wanted this for my family. I didn’t want to let it go. I wrote down “the name of our company is in existence and is fully functional. All compliances are completed with ease”. As my brother’s communication with us improved, I got involved on this bridge and he gave me the contacts. I did not know ANYTHING about this whole thing and what is needed or anything at all but I just had one end in mind. And everything fell so nicely into place. I received proper guidance from the organisation doing our work, I got support from my brother as he gave me all necessary documents. I emailed and got through each process step by step having Grok as my support I had absolutely no idea how to do any of it but everything got done smoothly and on time. Today our business is fully compliant and functional. For a part of the compliance we needed a government certificate and my dad told me that the checking officer asks for bribes as high as ₹25,000–30,000 for the certificate. I wrote down that we’re getting the certificate for under ₹5000 without any bribes and we did not get a checking officer!! Our application was approved skipping that step!! Next I also wrote that we are getting a lot of deals and making profits and it’s only our first month in business and we’ve made ₹70,000 in sales! And this is just the beginning!
4. Meanwhile when my brother’s mood started improving, he applied to a work-from-home job at a particular company he wanted to work with. It had already been 2 months since he had completed the application and testing part but he hadn’t received any answer. I wrote down that he got the job at that company! And the bridge was so unreal! The company had emailed him with a deadline for an interview and he hadn’t seen his email. At the same time I was asking him to check his email for any communication for our business setup and he was procrastinating it but I was persistent. I kept telling him that he needs to do it right now. I thought I was just saying it for our business but I usually say things once or twice and let go and try again later, but this time I didn’t let go at all. I kept telling him. It was nighttime. He ignored me and went to sleep. The next morning I was up before him and I woke him up and I started saying it again like a broken record. He got so irritated he finally checked it and also saw the email for the interview from his company!!! They had emailed him the day before and today as well saying today is the final day of interview and the joining time would’ve closed in 30 minutes!!! As soon as he saw he rushed and groomed himself, gave the interview and got the job!!! It was a contractual job, not a permanent one, and it was for 6 months and I wrote that they extended the contract and they sure did!!! Not for everyone but only a few and my brother was in it. It’s totally crazy, this story! As I’m typing this email, he’s doing this job.
5. I had also written his pay got increased and within 3 months of his job his pay actually got increased because of his good performance!! His current job is paying him so well and because of this and our business I also got abundance manifestation completely—about us living comfortably, ordering food often and enjoying leisure time. And thanks to my correct treatment I could enjoy all food!!
6. Now, for my career advancement: I had completed my course from another country so I need to give an exam here to be able to practice. The application process was tricky. It required me to gain a certificate from a council and then when the board of education releases the online application for the exam I’d have to fill it and it would require the certificate from the council for successful filing of the exam form. And the council who were supposed to give the certificate were so twisted. They’re corrupt head-to-toe and they would keep returning back all applicants’ applications saying something or the other is deficient—even if everything was correct. Every time I went to their office, which is an hour from my place, there were queues of people like me waiting and they were so negligent. I learnt from some people they had been waiting for 4 years!! And my academic journey wasn’t buttery smooth, I had a few transitions so I was afraid if they would cancel my application altogether. Regardless of everything I kept reapplying and I kept visiting their office. I also did an imaginal scene for this one. And it was a strenuous process. I did not want to participate in bribe or corruption of any sort and I just lived in the end. I also wrote about this in my list method journal. The exam application was up and I still hadn’t received the certificate. I still filled the application and even made the payment for the exam and persisted that I would get the certificate by the time the edit window closes. The exam application deadline passed away too and I stayed in the end. Just 4 days before the edit window would’ve closed, I received my certificate and was able to successfully complete my application for the exam. I had also written “my exam form is filled and is processed with ease and success”. This was such a long and strenuous process as going there every time would exhaust me so much because of my health condition which hadn’t improved yet at that time, and with all the deadlines of everything, I’m just glad it got done.
7. You may have seen the news that there were tensions between my country India and Pakistan a few months back, and I have friends in Pakistan as we studied in the same university. One of my friend’s hometown was under a lot of blasts and all and she even had to leave her home with her old mother by the night to be safe. I was so sad about this I wrote down a few points—“war has de-escalated and there is peace” “we have entered a unified agreement” “my friend and her family is safe and are back in their hometown”. It was the third day of unrest when I had written these, and the very next day there was an agreement for mutual ceasefire. I was relieved. But I still saw some news that the ceasefire was violated so the same night I wrote again on the matter that “there is total ceasefire” and after that I did not get any news of any more unrest.
8. I also wrote down these which were done effortlessly: that the environment in my home is harmonious and everyone is happy. My dad’s job is fixed at his company (some problems were arising). And that my laptop is working amazingly (some problem had occurred and it just wasn’t working at all. My father had asked me to sell it so we can get a new one later but I loved my laptop and maybe a few weeks or months after writing this I got a contact of a reliable repair shop and just inserted a chip and it’s working excellently now. And the repair was damn cheap at ₹2500.
9. This is the weirdest one and I don’t mean to scare anyone. The experience actually gave me peace.
My father’s best friend, who’s been close to our family even before I was born, passed away last year. He had been the closest to our family, more than extended family. That man always kept us in his thoughts and was always thinking of how to make our lives better. For years he had been there as a motivator, a support, and a true well-wisher. Throughout all the years of growing up, whenever my family was wronged by anyone I’d go angry and think can we even trust anyone at all? And then his image would enter my mind and I’d be calm in a second saying yes, we can always trust him. He’s always there. While I was away for education he had always kept me in good wishes and would communicate to my dad often. He called me tiger since I was small, instilling a sense of bravery in me. And when I was waiting for my degree to be complete to return back home, I was thinking of meeting my parents after so long and I actively thought only of them as in my mind this man’s presence was permanent. And a few days before my return he died of a heart attack. It was out of nowhere, everyone was shocked. He had spoken to my father just the day before and was discussing work as usual and also said let’s catch up tomorrow. He was totally fine, and next day when he went for his morning jog he got a heart attack, and before any help could arrive he got 4 more attacks and couldn’t hold on any longer. When my dad got the news he didn’t believe it. He thought, what do you mean? Is he in the hospital, is he ill? How can he be straight up dead. My father was so heartbroken over this. My parents went to his funeral and I only got the news through a phone call by my brother that evening, and I was numb. I couldn’t process what had happened. It was something impossible in my mind. He was just in his 50s. I just stayed numb for so many days I couldn’t even cry. I felt like a huge chunk of my belief in this world was gone. I felt shallow. I had always taken it for granted meeting him when I got back. I didn’t know it could be made impossible in a second. My mind was just numb from that day. It stayed the same for many months. And it was my regret that I couldn’t meet him one last time. When I came back my parents told me how he had upgraded his lifestyle and had bought a home in a lavish place with all facilities of inbuilt gym, swimming pool and all and he had asked my parents not to tell me yet, and he’d surprise me when I’d visit him, and I could stay with his children as long as I wanted and could have a mini vacation. I think that’s when I really cried and it was very hard. One of his children told me later that he had already talked to a company here so I can get hired here as soon as my compliances are done. This was such a heaviness on my heart. How he had me in his mind all along and I couldn’t see him one last time. This had become so heavy and I know I can see him in meditation and all and I did but I was still regretful I couldn’t see him in this world one last time.
I had written that his spirit came and visited me. I don’t remember, maybe 2–3 months later, when I was in this laptop repair shop, I was sitting with my father and while the repair person worked on my laptop I was looking out of the store through the glass door. At that moment an ambulance stopped in front of this store and my eyes went to the person sitting inside. I kid you not, it was just like him. I’m only saying “like him” because people don’t come back from the dead just like that but I could’ve sworn it was him. The exact face, the exact hair, the exact body with the tummy out. He even wore the same polo he usually wore. Same specs. He was looking in another direction, slightly tensed, which was his everyday facial expression as he worried about all of his loved ones every single moment of life. I might’ve looked at him for a minute straight taking in everything and I was like “that’s him” and I tapped my dad for him to look but at the same time the ambulance moved and went away. And that’s it. I was left with this feeling of tranquil and what just happened. Of course nothing changed, I didn’t suddenly get the news that he’s back here. Things stayed the same. But I could swear I saw him that day. It wasn’t even like it’s a person with a very similar face or anything else… even with the same face we can feel if it’s someone else and I legit felt it was him. This experience still makes me wonder what did I see. But what happened from this experience was that for the straight minute I saw him and my mind actually processed it as him being here, I felt calm. All the months of heaviness and imbalance was lifted off of me as I felt myself to be present in the same space as him for once. Thank God he was looking in another direction and not directly at me, otherwise the experience could’ve been different 
This truly amazes me.
And while going through my list method journal to write this email I found out I just received a manifestation today itself. I had written I have new headphones as I was bored and my old headphones stopped working 
. Today itself my new headphones arrived and I’m using them right now haha.
Life is truly amazing!