Hey Athena,
Wishing you and Joseph the very best of holidays and start to the new year!
I wanted to write to you to tell you that I have been offered a job in wildlife conservation, specifically an administrative position.
The wonderful thing:
- It’s Full Time, but with Mondays off!
- They promote work-life balance
- It is fully remote, so I can live and work anywhere
- It’s in wildlife conservation, which is my love in addition to writing
- I don’t need anything more than what I already know to do the job; it’s a perfect fit for me to be myself
- It is my requirement that I can live anywhere and be at home as much as possible, so I can take my dog for walks, and so that when I go out, it’s not for work but for play for life-ing
- It’s the perfect base position for me to flourish in other areas (such as relationship and my passion as a writer to publish)
- There is an interesting connection to SP (or specific reflection) through this position although they aren’t aware of it and we haven’t been in contact
The bridge:
- It’s been 2 full years of being out of work (but so many things have occurred during that time, unrelated to work, to do with my health healing from chronic illness, revising my childhood and teenage hood and reconnection with my father, training my dog, volunteering, helping mum access insurance, and essentially retire early, uncovered my true passions and desires in life and currently re-writing my solo parent story )
- I recently changed my connection with money, reading “I am money” by Hedley Derenzie, and use the “I Am’ technique all the time eg I am money and I am flowing easily to Sandy, I am money, and I feel good.
- I have manifested funds to keep me out of work for two years, some of this was borrowed, but it meant I could live freely and study and live how I wanted to live just without the job
- I had recently revised that I had worked at a particular position and we continued years later rather than me resigning when I did. I reached out to two staff members to provide references so I could get into a Masters of Business Administration . Normally I would have had to speak to the 2 managers I wasn’t really on good terms with, but instead one was on leave with knee surgery (I had a knee issue for weeks that I had almost completely healed so I connected the two). And the other stepped in for the CEO so I received the support in the way that was easiest. Ie nothing could block my manifestation of the offer to do the Masters.
- My colleague, whom I envisioned continuing to work with, reached out to me a few weeks later, as her experience with the management was the same as what I had five years prior. I also revised that the management was different and so were we.
- I met up a couple days later with my colleague (last week) and she was so thankful and said I was a light and it made her day better. After spending time with her I realised it was time to let go of the work out of my consciousness. I realised I was focused on “him this and that” and not “I am” so letting go of my power.
- I realised I am an entirely new person and no longer identified with being in that role. I realised I didn’t want to feel the way I did about the management, and so I have used ho’oponopono to forgive the situation, myself, and all those involved. There were in my mind ethical considerations that both of us were faced with (two very different ones based on our roles) and I decided actually there isn’t, the business is running smoothly and ethically and holding true to the original vision intended and working from the heart etc etc. And I let it go, it didn’t need my energy anymore to focus on it.
- The very next day, I received an email about a job interview and I didn’t think anything of it, I just let them know the time I was free on the day they had set which was two days later.
- A lot of things came crashing around me and I felt really emotional but I made the meeting last Thursday and listened to a song by George Harrison , which I’d never heard before called “Be Here Now”
- I was calm and having fun on the interview like speaking to an old friend
- I was offered the job without her even calling to confirm with references
- I had been completely stressed about everything not having my own place, not having work, not having a partner and I had to keep reminding myself that I am safe, I am in charge, I have decided what I want, and everything HAS worked out for me.
Just had to share. I am still on my bridge to SP and my new home, but that’s what life is a long bridge of experiences for our consciousness to enjoy.
Much love,